I’ve been so unproductive lately. I mean I get things done, but I don’t feel like I’m getting enough things done as I should with my time. And I’m not on top of things like I should be. Yet I’m so exhausted.
I’ve just been feeling so drained lately because of all the events happening, along with work, school, and other responsibilities. I guess I just really need to be more picky with what I’m going to spend my time doing. It seems like every week I suffer from exhaustion because of all the activities going on, and the responsibilities I have. I rarely ever get any sleep throughout the week because of my overwhelming schedule. And on days when I have nothing going on, I end up spending a whole day in bed just catching up on sleep. Then before I know it, I have to go back to the same cycle of work, school, and everything else that comes with it all over again, never ever getting sufficient rest…. Those days when I sleep for the most part of the day sometimes is essential because it’s really the only time I have to catch up on sleep, but it leaves me wasting a whole day, not being able to get anything done. So then I just end up procrastinating. Blah!
I know I’m just rambling… got too much on my mind lately. Which is probably why I can’t get myself to focus on the things I should be focusing on. And honestly, I feel like I need a break! A vacation. From everything! I need to clear my mind. I need to have my own free time, not having anything to do, with nobody expecting me to be anywhere at any certain time… just some freedom to do whatever the heck I want for a bit. I miss that! Ugh… one day…..
But for now, I guess I’ll just try to be better at prioritizing, rather than procrastinating. ;P