Oh my, Darlene!

I seriously have been meaning to post for a while now, but I’ve just been so busy with so much that I haven’t had a chance to do it. So I’m gonna do this real quick before I go to sleep.

The last two weeks have been so eventful, filled with so much icantevendescribewhats!… So many ups and downs; I definitely went thru an emotional roller coaster, learning experience and I honestly don’t even know where to begin! But like I said, I’m gonna do this real quick!

School’s done for the semester. Finally! Had kind of a disappointing semester; took SO MUCH out of me - emotionally, physically, and mentally. And I know part of it was my fault… But it’s okay! Because life keeps going, and I gotta keep moving. There’s no sense in moving backwards so I’m definitely heading forward. Trying to stay positive even tho my experience this semester has taken so much out of me.. 

Anyway, life in general has really just been such a learning experience for me. Everything I’ve gone thru, just this year, has taught me something that contributes to my whole being now. And I feel like I’ve grown so much mentally and emotionally. I finally feel like I’ve got full control of myself. And I realize that as long as I’m willing to work hard for something, take risks, and not give up, I can accomplish anything I want! And it feels so good to finally have that! It’s crazy because I grew up feeling insecure about everything. I had a pretty low self-esteem and would rather just hide in the shadows or backgrounds  because I didn’t want to be seen nor heard. I had no confidence. But whatever, I’m over all that! Haha!

Life has just been pretty good, despite all the disappointments and the unexpected… I’m just really overjoyed! 

I’ll be back to continue, but for now, I have to go to sleep! Goodnight! ;)